Restate Mission: Searching for a start. It is a difficult thing chasing that one need and unknown thing. I need it, but I have no clue what it is. I feel like a 7th season sitcom. I am running out of good plots... my vision is running dry.
I need to be refreshed... and this move is going to help. I hope. It is going to be a large waste if it does not.
My mind slipped to a new level today. I am feeling very heavy... my whole body is. Not my usual aching mind. Strange... maybe it is just dinner. I don't feeling depressed... but I am not feeling motivated. Maybe the explanation will come to me in the morning.