Ouch, fatal blow to the head. There does not seem to be a single thing about this move that happens to be good. Not one thing.
The best things for you are the toughest? I am beginning to to have my doubts. All I want to do is go to school and get my BA and then my MA... not looking like I am ever going to be able to do it. Things have to start going my... they just have to.
I am fighting with everything I have to not let this get to me... it has already stolen the smile from my face.