What a long, long day. I even got off work early and it was still a long day. I am not sure why, but the hours just crept by. Time likes to do that, don't it? Going slow, when you want it to go fast And go fast, when you want it to go slow. Anyway... I best move onto another subject before I start rambling about the lack of time on this planet.
Stopped at Wiz's casa... had a burger and saw the Faction site. He is getting closer and closer to getting it done. He makes me proud like a father. Heh. I promise you there is not another site on the interent that is coded with this much love. Every blodoy line was hand place by the Wizard himself.
I am still on an anti-coding phase. I guess I do enough of it at work. trsdirect.com, otsdirect.com, and ohpdirect.com.... this is what I do to pay the bills. It is a good job. The interenet takes on a whole new look when you stare at it all day. I am sure I am not the only one that feels this way, but I have to say it.
Trying harder. That is what I need to do in life. I have a million personal goals that I just never get around to doing. That just simply has to stop. Anything worth doing is at least worth starting? Vision... a new vision is what I need. No, no... I have enough vision and gioals to be about 12 people. Hmmm... what if I made a list and did the things on it? Now, that is a good idea. I will have to make note to do that later... or NOW. Goals are a very important part of life... like that is something you have not heard. I think people often lose their goal while they are chasing it.... they take their eyes off the goal and start looking at the path to get to that goal. It don't think it is that they get lost on some other path while running along. I think most people stay right on track the whole time. The problem, in my newly forming idea, is when they put their eyes back on the goal... it does not have the SHINE it had when they first looked away from it. Is the goal less glorious? Sometimes, but I don't think the goal lost anything either. People change. Therefore it would make sense that the goal should change with the person, right? (And I am so not talking about you people that changed your major twelve thousand times before you dropped out of school anyway.) My goal is not my goal anymore. I don't have a clue what my goal is. So, I stick with the path I am on. This is a good idea. Going anywhere is better than going nowhere. The only thing I am finding peace in at the moment is the fact that I am not being static. I am moving toward something. And until I figure out what my new goal should be... I am going to keep on trucking. What else can I do? Stand still and die? That is just not my style. I know I have not been looking hard enough... so I am going to change that. Scary... but fear in moderation keeps things in check. Bravery and stupidity are close relatives. And there is a BIG grey line in between the two.
Live wisely.